this is so fucked up. i finally have the internet again. My mom said if i go back to smoking pot once im off probation shes kicking me out. I told her to fuck off. i forgot to go drug test today. i didn't wake up on time. i'll probably get fucked for it. i found the car that i want. its a monte carlo. its bad ass. fuck it peace out

What up yo? i fucking hate school so much. Im just chilling in third hour thinking about a lot of shit. Like how i wish i would have went to boot camp. and all of that shit. well it doesnt really matter though i'm probably going back to jail anyways. im so fucking bored. I havent wrote a journal entry in over like four months. I haven't really felt like it though. i've just been chilling. for all of you that didn't know i got off of house arrest like four weeks ago. I got put back on house arrest like a week ago. I'll be off noxt week. Jay if you read this give me a call some time. well find some acid or something. you know. Ill be out of IOP in like a week or two. i cant wait i fucking hate how shit is right now. Ive been so pissed off lately. I fucking hate Megan. Shes a fucking bitch just like Vicky. I justwant to fucking drop out. I cant wait till i can . only like ten months. Ill be off probation and on my way to Cali. It will be fucking great. Lsd Lsd Lsd Lsd Lsd

What up people. Today was really pretty shitty. and my mom wont fucking go to bed. what the fuck. i want to get the fuck out of my house. I want to get layed. i really do. i got to pull an eat and run today. I thought ive stollen everything before that. Mom fucking go to bed. Igot people to pick up. I like not going to school. and after tnight i dont have to be home til sunday. I want to get drunk. and layed. so does Julian. well later everybody.

Wha up every one today was a good day. until i had to go o work. its all good though. makingmoney. yesterday was fucking cool dude. my mom pissd me off. i was pissed all day. but then i hooked up with andrea. tdo you know how happy i got. i was pissed then happy it waas fucked up but cool. im happy know. so shit. what are yu all doing? im waiting for some people to come pick me up. i get to leave fyuck ya. well later everyone

today was a good day. i mean i didnt smoke much pot and i didnt do any other drugs. but i did get to chill with alot of different people. it was fun. i also got WEEZER TICKETS. i cant wait. chad harrased me because he doesnt like them. but i really dont care wha he thinksi like them. well gotta jet later everyone.

What up everyone. today sucked but it was also really fucking cool. i mean didnt smoke no pot or any other drugs. got tochill with a lot of people though. i also dd something else really cool. guess what i did? I GOT WEEZER TICKETS. it was so fucking cool dude. i mean shit chad harrased me aboutit but i really dont care i like weezer and i dont give a fuck what anybody else thinks. i cant fucking wait. well gotta jet later everyone.

guess what im fucking doing tomarrow? what do you think. i guruntee only two people know. its going to be phat though. well just to let you know IM GETTING FUCKING WEEZER TICKETS. Ya dude its goig to be phat. cant wait. well later everyone.

I GOT TO DRIV THE SUNDANCE. I love that car. i got to drive mollee home and back to lynns. to day was fucking fun though. i want to see a few people though. julian andrea and katie. hopefully soon well all cill again. i hope. well later everyone got to jet. everyone call me

I GOT TO DRIV THE SUNDANCE. I love that car. i got to drive mollee home and back to lynns. to day was fucking fun though. i want to see a few people though. julian andrea and katie. hopefully soon well all cill again. i hope. well later everyone got to jet. everyone call me

this is fucking kick ass. weezer is not sold out. im going to get tickets and hopefully me mark and lynn will go. that will be so fuckin for. i cant wait. i really want to leave my fucking house though. my momis bitching at me. it sucks. i also want to see andrea julian mollee and katie. i wsh we could all chill again soon. its also going to be cool when andrea gets back i really want to talk to her. well got to jet later dude

why the fuck do some people think i have an influence on there kids. itf fucking bullshit. i mean oviusyl they dont even know there owe kids. they say im a bad ifluence on them. so i cant hing out with them. fuck that dude. he makes his owe fucking choices. nobody has to infleunce him.this is bullshit. well what ever. im not going to let it bother me that much.

it fucking figures. we decide to get drunk so then we get drunk. then we go to mejier and hing out for like an hour. we get back and ten minutes later novi police are at the door. they say somebody said that we were being t loud like a half hour ago. we say we wernt even home. we all get a breathelizer and me brent and julian fail. cyrus passes so he drives home. we go to the cop shop. it fucking sucked. we got fingerprinted and shit. it was brents first time. i laughed when i found that out. the cops wernt being that bad. they wernt really assholes. when everyone else left i was just chilling talking to a cop. we was pretty cool. then my brother picks me up i get home and what. of course im not grounded. i just cant spend the night in chataeu for a while. probably a couple week. now i got another ticket though. the cop said if i get a couple more i might get locked up. i told him i wouldnt. its all good though im not to worried about it. well later everyone. julian call me when you read this.

this weekend was suppost to bea kickass weekend. we had everytibg all planned ot perfect ad it was going to be really fun. something always has to happen though. i mean shit wh cant everything go right for afucking change. i really wanted to chill with her. i really like herand i like tospend time with her even though im not with her. so of course someting happens. she ha to go to this boot camp thing all weekend. figures. well ill probably still have fun this weekend but shit it reall sucks she cant be there. well dude everything always gets messed up. i guess i got to get used to it

What up every one. im fucking tired. i know i got to go to school tomarrow but it doesnt seem that important. so i figured fuck it. i dont feel like even going. i just cant wait till ths fucking weekend its going to be kickass. it will be better if one thing happens im sure yu all know what that is but if it doesnt it will still be pretty fucking cool dude. i cant wait. well later everyone i think i might actually get so sleep. or just go smoke doesnt matter to me

Im finailly home fuck ya. i had a lot of fun though. actually i wish i didnt have to come home. but i didnt have anywere to stay.
Andrea and julian your the shit. dude because of you to ive had the fucking funnest weekend in a long fucking time. anyways what up.andrea your the shit. dude because of you i had so much fun. shit dude.
Anyways what up everyone. i made it home. all day all i thought about was how i was going to get home. i called everyone. but at the same time i didnt want to go home at all. but i knew i didnt hve anywere to stay. well at about 1205 i finailly got home. and now all i want to do is fucking leave. cant wait till im driving again.
well later everyone

what up everyone. im in fucking school. its not a class though its the media center. i dont have a class until teusday for first second and third hour. i hope everything works out tomarrow that will be phat. this fucking suckes dude. to day i already got bitched at for smoking and for leaving school grounds. its bullshit. they dont want me to leave because i was already here. i dont even have a fucking class. what the fuck mr donahue has been giving me dirty looks. every time so sees me here stares me down. so know when i see him staring me i laugh at him. hes a loser. well i got to leave the school again later dude.

its fucking 4:09 in the morning. i just finished cleaning my room. ive been cleaning it for nine hours. i got rid of everything. my dresser, my desk, my whole bed exepted the matress. its fucking cool dude. and all i wanted to do was talk to people tonight. i get online finailly and what. everyone got off like ten miutes before i got on. shit dude i got bad luck with these things. well later everyone

All i wanted to do was goto fucking warped tour. what the fuck. thats my fucking luck. i can neve do anything fun. I didnt get to go to ozzfest, or warped tour, what the fucks next dude. this fucking sucks.

All i wanted to do was goto fucking warped tour. what the fuck. thats my fucking luck. i can neve do anything fun. I didnt get to go to ozzfest, or warped tour, what the fucks next dude. this fucking sucks.

i dont know what to think anymore. I mean i hate my fucking life. theres not shit i can do about it either. i cant get a girlfriend, or a job right now. i jst cant stand nobeing fucking worthless anymore. all i fucking want in life is a car a job and a girlfrind. i can't have any of them so staigt up LIFE FUCKING SUCKS